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Tokyo Decadence [30 Jun 2008|01:30pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | Ain't Afraid to Die - Dir en grey ]

I got an exciting update from the English 'Eikaiwa' school I'll be working for in Japan next month!

A few weeks ago, I was informed that I received my 1st choice for placement in the Kanto region: Saitama!

When asked for my preference at the interview in NYC, I requested: "Anywhere in Kanto (Saitama, Yokohama, Tokyo) or Kansai (Osaka, Hirakata, Kyoto)."

I was thrilled to hear this, but was informed that my placement was only about 95% certain, and could possibly change between now and the time of my departure.

A few days ago, I had to call the North American office to complete a conversation/phone call exercise in a Correspondence Pack they sent me with the Japanese recruiter to check my ability to speak Japanese over the phone. After the exercise, she asked if I had a few extra minutes, because she had some breaking news for me in regards to my location placement.

A little nervous, I said yes and expected her to tell me that the position in Saitama was no longer available, and that I'd be moving elsewhere, far from Kanto or Kansai.

She brought up the fact that my placement in Saitama was only 95% certain, and that my placement had in fact been changed.

I said that I understood, and asked if she knew where my new placement would be then.

She explained to me that the 'Personality' poster I designed and submitted was brought to the Head Office in Tokyo, and because it made such a strong impression, they decided that they would like me to teach at one of their top schools in Tokyo instead of the one in Saitama.

She then asked, "Is this OK?" ... Needless to say, I said "Yes!"

She then asked, "So, in regards to Tokyo, do you know where the main financial and business area is located? There is a place called the Ginza, which is where you will be teaching. So the company of course has very high expectations for teachers at this school, but we believe you will do well there."

I told her I knew of the Ginza and had spent time there while seeing performances at the nearby Kabuki-za theatre on a few occasions. I thanked her for the good news, and told her that I was most definitely up for the challenge of teaching at such a prestigous school.

Of course, this makes me a little nervous, because now the company will be paying closer attention to my performance, and must have fairly high expectations of me if they chose to transfer me to their top school at the beginning of my contract, without really knowing from firsthand experience whether I will be an outstanding teacher or not (I have every intention of living up to their expectations though since they were kind enough to offer me an opportunity like this at the start of my new career).

So now that much has been decided. As of today, I am scheduled to have a training seminar at the office in Vancouver, Canada from July 21st through July 24th. I will then fly out of Canada on the morning of July 25th, and will arrive in Tokyo Narita Airport on the evening of July 26th. My first day of classes at the Ginza school will be on Monday, July 28th.

Prior to leaving, I will be attending Metrocon in Tampa, FL July 18th and 19th (Friday and Saturday).

My flight for Vancouver departs out of the Tampa airport on Sunday morning, but I intend to stay up all night Saturday spending time with my friends in Tampa that I won't be seeing again for quite a while.

Here is my itinerary (in chronological order):

Fri 18 - Tampa (Metrocon)
Sat 19 - Tampa (Metrocon)
Sun 20 - Tampa to Vancouver
Mon 21 - Vancouver (Orientation/Training)
Tue 22 - Vancouver (Orientation/Training)
Wed 23 - Vancouver (Orientation/Training)
Thu 24 - Vancouver (Orientation/Training)
Fri 25 - Vancouver to Tokyo
Sat 26 - Tokyo
Sun 27 - Tokyo
Mon 28 - 1st Day at Ginza School

If you'll be at Metrocon or in the Tampa area that weekend, I hope to see some of you then.

As for my friends in Japan, I hope to see all of you soon!

I'm looking forward to this adventure!

-Richard

P.S. This is what the ‘Personality’ poster looked like that I designed. I figured since it would be the first impression my new employers, students, and co-workers would have of me, I wanted it to be creative and eye-catching, since essentially it’s a larger-than-life business card (meishi) that I’m presenting for people to develop their initial feelings towards me. Thankfully, it went over even better than I expected! The original instructions said to make a poster by taping 4 to 6 pieces of construction paper together with a collage of pictures that show information about your life, family, hobbies, likes, dislikes, etc.

Being the nerd that I am (and not wanting to send macaroni-pictures to Japan as a first impression), I made a full-size poster in Photoshop that would be the equivalent size of 6 pieces of paper and had it professionally printed as a high quality 20x30 laminated poster. This was the end result:

Coming Soon - Richard Davis - July 26, 2008 )

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Redemption [28 May 2008|09:03pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

Where do I begin?

So much has happened over the past few months that I haven't had time to write about it.

I guess I can skip the prologue and cut to the chase:

I spent the first week of May (Golden Week) in New York City.

I was invited to an interview for an 'eikaiwa' position in the Empire State Building.

There were 20 of us there that morning, all dressed in business suits, resumes in hand, and from all differents parts of the country.

The interview was set up like a reality show with the following rules:

The interview was 2 days long with 3 phases. In order to make it to the next phase, you had to be invited back. Even if you make it to the final round, Japan will make the final decision as to who gets hired and who gets cut.

At the end of the first phase, they cut five. During the second phase, we had to work together as a team to present a group lesson. At the end of the second phase, there were only 9 of us invited back to teach a lesson by ourselves the following day. The first day ran late and ended at 8PM. We had to be back at the Empire State Building by 9AM the next morning, which only gave us 13 hours to get to our hotels, prepare our lessons, make materials, eat, sleep, etc. My lesson went well, and I was told that I would be receiving a phone call in two days with the final decision from Japan.

Two days later, they called and... I was accepted!

Before everyone warns me that I'm going to hate eikaiwa, let me just say that I've had my heart set on landing a position as an English conversation teacher in Japan since I was in high school, so even if I do end up disliking it, I want to experience it for myself and see how it is firsthand. I have always enjoyed teaching and have helped numerous students as a tutor at USF (for English and Japanese), so this job seems like a perfect fit for me.

At some point, I would like to go to grad school and get a Master's or Ph.D. and maybe even become a professor when I'm older... but while I'm young, I want to spend at least the next year of my life (24~25) in Japan again, and get a feel for teaching to see if it's something I'd like to make a career doing. :)

I'll be moving to Japan on July 26, 2008.

In all honesty, this trip is going to be a lot different from my last one (back in 2004-2005).

I'm not in college anymore. I'm not into J-Rock as much. I've grown up a lot. I'm a very different person.

But all those changes give me a whole new experience to look forward to this time around.

I plan on updating my journal more often once I get there, so I hope to stay in touch and reconnect with a lot of the friends I still have on here. :)

I hope everyone has been doing well, and look forward to writing more soon.


-Richard

P.S. Speaking of surviving reality show-style interviews, the first day I got there, I coincidentally ran into my favorite reality show celebrity at the Dean & Deluca coffee shop off Broadway:

Tiffany "NEW YORK" Pollard


I was actually looking for the theatre where 'The Little Mermaid' was playing and saw her get out of a cab that pulled up next door...



Nobody else noticed, so when I realized it was her, I asked if I could take a photo with her. She was really nice and her bodyguard even offered to take the photo for us.

You KNOW I have love for New York!!!<3<3<3

In case you were wondering, this is how dorky I looked for my interview (it was 'Midori no Hi'/'Green Day' during Golden Week in Japan, so I totally rocked a green tie with my outfit that day):



Oh my God, I'm a salary-man!!! D:

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Hooray~! [21 Oct 2007|02:46pm]
It's my 24th Birthday! :)
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Withering to death [17 Oct 2007|09:13pm]
[ mood | blah ]

I'm turning 24 this Sunday.

Does anything cool happen at this age?

Shouldn't I be married/divorced/re-married with 2.5 children by now?

Ugh.

On the bright side, I got this E-mail:

-------

Dear Mr. Davis,

Thank you for your recent application. After reviewing your materials, we are pleased to invite you for an interview—the first step to a rewarding experience teaching in Japan.

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I really don't know what I want to do next in life, so I guess before I turn 30, I want to spend more time in Japan while I'm still "young." Living in Japan in my 40's just doesn't seem like it will be as exciting... unless I'm a millionaire or something by then. :/

It seems every 3 years I end up back in Japan.

When I was 18, I attended a high school in Yokohama.

When I was 21, I studied abroad at a university in Osaka.

So maybe I'll spend 24 as an eikaiwa sensei? (God only knows what city I'll end up in)

Maybe I'll find some excuse to do graduate studies in Japan when I turn 27?

Then at 30, I will become a salary man for the rest of my life and retire when I'm 60. D:

Hooray! I have life goals.

-Rich

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I hate... [26 Jul 2007|12:31pm]
... those goddamn little hats.



I just want to knock them off peoples' heads and stomp on them.

So... does anybody else share my hatred of little hats?

I can't be the only one who hates them.
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This is why... [03 Jul 2007|02:12pm]
... you should never let emo kids near forks:



Remember, you're only hardcore if you go down the road; not across the street.<3
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Coming Out [27 Jun 2007|10:25pm]
[ music | Affirmation - Savage Garden (yeah, I'm gay) ]

This post has been about a year in the making...

Around a year ago this time last year, I broke up with the one and only woman I've ever loved in my life.

I was with Lyn for three and a half years, and was the happiest I'd ever been.


However, as things in our lives began to change, we began to grow apart, and decided to break up on good terms in June of 2006.

What most people don't know is that after that, I started to acknowledge and accept the fact that I am attracted to guys.

I came out to a few of my close friends and eventually to my family, who were all supportive.

In October, I met an amazing guy named Clayton, who to this day remains one of the most incredible guys I have ever known. We dated for about 2 months, and also ended on good terms.

After losing Clayton, I went through the worst depression I'd ever been through, which lasted for nearly 6 months; which is also why I wasn't at any of the conventions or concerts this year. My emotions literally took a physical toll on me, and left me paralyzed with depression. I didn't go anywhere or do anything with anyone because I was overcome with grief and guilt about losing the love I'd found and didn't want to drag others down with me.

The only way I can describe it is to imagine having found the happiness you'd been searching for your entire life only to lose it over circumstances you didn't understand, and that were out of your control.

No one had ever treated me the way Clayton did, and to this day I have yet to find anyone else who can make me feel the way he did. I'd be lying if I didn't admit to still missing him, but he has found happiness with someone else now, and just knowing that makes me feel happy for him; he deserves it.

Lyn has also found happiness with a guy she's been dating for a few months now, and I'm glad for her too. Her new man seems like a much better fit for her than I was... at the time we had each other, Lyn and I were what the other needed. But now that time has passed, and we've both become different people with different needs in life. I'm glad we've still managed to stay friends through it all though.

There really is no purpose to this post other than the fact that I no longer want to feel like I'm hiding some huge secret from everyone about my life.

I'm not going to live in denial any longer. I know that I find guys attractive, and that I want to be with a guy.

I hope everyone can accept this, but if not, there's nothing I can do to change who I am and what I feel for people.

I feel much better now.

-Rich

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Moonlight Revival [22 May 2007|12:57pm]
First off, I just want to say 'Thank you' to:

Lyn, Ashley, Matt, Rusty, Josh, Lyndzy, Andrew, Scott, Farrah, Chris, Marc, Sam, Eric, Aviva, Clayton, Sean, Kin-Z, Danny, Michelle, Ricky, Alan, Dani, Shay, and everyone else that gave me support and forgiveness while I was going through my depression over the past few months.

I'm glad to say that I'm feeling normal again... it's been a while since I've looked forward to anything, but now I'm working again, and planning to move into a house with my brother on June 1st, so I'll finally have some personal space again (I've spent the last few months sleeping in my family's living room... it wasn't a very fun experience).

I'm currently living in Daytona, and make trips to Orlando and Tampa at least once a month to see friends, so if anybody wants to hang out sometime, let me know and I'll see if I can get the days off to come visit.

I'm glad to know everyone has been doing well... congratulations to Andrew, Lyndzy, Ricky, Clayton, Marc, and Eric on their graduations... I'm proud of you all, and know you'll go on to do great things in your futures.

It seems like everybody is going in different directions now, which is kind of sad yet inevitable I suppose.

With everyone moving, I've decided that there's nothing holding me back from taking my own path in life; the goal I had all along in college but never followed through on because my love life fell apart during my last semester, and I needed some time (...almost a year now...) to recover and figure out who I am. I've had some ups and downs, but overall, I've become rather stoic, cynical, and heartless... which sucks, considering how happy I am when I'm head over heels for someone... but that's also the reason I get heartbroken so easily. I guess I needed to learn that lesson all over again.

Long story short:

Nobody loves me, so I'm moving back to Japan.

I can't count the number of times I was willing to put my life on hold for a romantic interest... but at this point I've realized that life's too short, and if I want to live in Japan again, I should probably do it now while I'm still young, and see if I want to have a career there, or know for sure that American soil is where I belong.

In the meantime, I'm going to spend time with my friends and family in Daytona... then once I have enough money saved up to make the move, I'm peacin' outta here.

Once everyone goes their separate ways, I hope we can all stay in touch, even if it's just over MySpace... and if anything, you can always come visit me in Japan once I get there... it does get rather lonely sometimes... my dream was to move there with my soulmate and live happily ever sharing the world with that one special person I was meant to spend my life with... but so much for that wish. God fucking hates me. :(

I already lived there a year while I was in college, so I have confidence I can make it on my own again.

Well anyway, that's the update on my life.

I hope everyone continues to do well and live happily.

I miss you all, and hope to see you again soon.

-Rich
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Winter Blues [12 Jan 2007|08:45am]
[ mood | depressed ]

I've been feeling really depressed lately.

Does anybody else go through this?

Any advice on how to pull myself out of it?

I work from 8AM to 5PM everyday... by the time I get home, I'm exhausted.

Sometimes I don't even have the energy to eat dinner.

I have to be asleep by 10 or 11 in order to be up again by 6:30AM, so I figure what's the use?

*sigh*

Depression sucks. I hope this is just a seasonal thing... I don't want to feel like this any longer.

Thankfully I still have my friends... they've been helping me take my mind off things and feel hopeful.

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Dani's B-Day @ Tampa Karaoke~! [29 Dec 2006|02:28pm]
Wednesday night was Dani ([info]lon3lytr4v3l3r)'s otanjoubi, so we went out to celebrate at Tampa Karaoke... here are some pics of the craziness! I hope you had a Happy Birthday Dani~!!! ^___^


Tampa Karaoke!!!! )



-Rich
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I <3 my friends [28 Dec 2006|10:35am]
I drew a pic of me and my friends Casterisk & Seiyakou yesterday... here is the end result:

Behold my awesomeness )

Casterisk has a duct tape rose because he makes lots of cool stuff with duct tape.

SeiyaKou has fire poi cuz he does fire spinning and loves fire.

I am laying the smack down and angsting cuz that's what I do these days. :)

It's amazing what boredom in an office can produce...

You may have noticed, I colored most of it with highlighters. ^___^

-Rich
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Otanjoubi Omedetou~! [20 Dec 2006|01:45pm]
Happy Birthday to Die (Dec. 20, 1974):



I can't believe it was only 3 months ago they were here in Tampa...

Anybody going to the Inward Scream shows in February?

-Rich
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Back to my Life [19 Dec 2006|11:12am]
As of today, I need to move on with my life.

My crazy roommate got kicked out, my sane roommates bought new decorations for our living quarters, I am going to clean my room, and everything will be in order for the New Year.

YEAR OF THE BOAR.

That's my year. It only comes every 12 years, so since I'm 23 this time, last time I was only... 11. My grandfather was still alive. So much has changed since then, and so much more will change from this point on.

This year (2006) was the Year of the Dog. I laugh, because it really was a BITCH (not just for me, but for ALL my friends).

It was a year of break-ups, heart-aches, stress, fears, and overall craptastic for everyone.

2007 will not be the same.

I hope to keep the people I love close through the New Year.

(Granted, the Chinese New Year doesn't start until February 18, but who's counting?)

As life pulls us in different directions, friends I've been close to for years will come and go over the next few months... but the time I have to be with them now means a lot to me, and I hope to make the most of every moment I have to be with the people I care about.
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Pursuit of Happiness [18 Dec 2006|04:52pm]
"We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness."

So what is happiness?

I've been having to do a lot of soul-searching to answer that question lately.

I look around me and I see people of all different walks of life that have found happiness in different ways. Some find happiness in their careers. Others find happiness with their families. Others with friends, or their hobbies.

I used to know what made me happy. I used to love being with my friends, and being with my girlfriend, and not having a care in the world because I knew I was doing well in school, and I thought I had everything together.

Right now I feel lost.

I just don't know who I am, or what I'm meant to do anymore.

For the first time in my life, I'm no longer a "student" ... so what am I?

Do I want to be a psychologist? A counselor? A translator? A linguist?

I have no focus, and it's hard to concentrate when I feel heartbroken... but everyone keeps assuring me, that will pass with time.

I need to develop independence, which is why I took a break from school. Unfortunately, chosing to take that break meant having the responsibilities of the adult world pile up on me... I did, however, get my own apartment, my own car, got my driver's license, got a full time job, and learned to drive in the 3 months I've been out of school... so I did achieve those goals.

My identity is changing. It's a difficult transition, but fortunately I have friends I can count on to help me through it.

Once I have a grip on myself, I think happiness will follow.

I just want to be a fun person again... somebody people want to be around, and feel happy with... not somebody people dread hearing from because all I have to talk about are my fears, misery, insecurities, and complaints.

I am trying my best to pull through. I really am.

I know I'm capable of being a strong person... I wouldn't be where I am right now if I wasn't.
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Misery [18 Dec 2006|12:33pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

I hope this feeling doesn't last forever.

For some reason, I just can't convince myself that the future will get brighter...

Everything in front of me feels dark and uncertain...

and I feel like I'm on the path alone...

with no one to blame but myself.




I could really use a hug right now.

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What's my age again? [21 Oct 2006|01:19am]
Umm... so yeah, it's officially my birthday now.

To celebrate, I'm going out to Pleasure Island in Orlando with my friends to see this:

Something Strange... )

I freakin' LOVE this movie, so it'll be awesome seeing it in a theatre again, in 3-D, and on my B-Day. ^^

Life just keeps getting better and better.

-Rich
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[18 Sep 2006|10:59pm]
Anybody going to AWA this weekend?

I'll be there, so lemme know if you will too.

Hope to see ya there~!

-Rich
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My Little Pony [15 Aug 2006|03:28pm]
So yeah, after 22 years of not having one, I finally decided to get a car.

Click on the Keyblade to check out my Black Beauty:



-//Richard//-
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I FINALLY GRADUATED FROM U STAY FOREVER! [12 Aug 2006|07:38pm]
Today was my graduation ceremony at USF!!!

I MADE IT OUT IN 4 YEARS WITH 2 MAJORS!

THE WINNER IS ME!!!!

USF Alumnus

Honors Medallion *bling,bling* (3.5+ GPA)


P.S. Nobody looks cool in those stupid square caps... nobody! >:/
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Roxas Cosplay [07 Aug 2006|11:12am]
[ mood | emo ]

I gave my MySpace a make-over with some of the pics [info]tenshikun took at AFO.

Lemme know what ya think! :)

On a side note, I've been too busy to check LJ over the past week... >_<;

If you have time, please drop me a link to your con-reports & piccurs from AFO & Otakon!

I wanna read/see em!!!

Thanks~!!!

-Richard

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